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Madison Zehmer

Madison Zehmer    Madison Zehmer is a 22-year-old wannabe historian and emerging poet from North Carolina. She loves poetry, cats, Jewish studies, history, and psychology. Her published and forthcoming work can be found in Wards Lit Mag and La Piccioletta Barca. 
 
Her microchap poem, 'Chryptophasia,' divided into 7 sections, is about her twin sister's struggle with bipolar disorder, their relationship, and her healing. 
 
 
 
 
 
 

 Madison's microchap link & selected poems are available below. Download the single-page PDF by clicking the title. Save file to your pc. Set your printer for 'landscape' printing. (Folding instructions are under the Who We Are menu tab.)

Origami Microchap

Cryptophasia

 

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Madison Zehmer CVR Cryptophasia 2020 FEB

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I.

I was born first      in her shadow
the brilliance of Gemini pulsing beneath our veins

and Libra’s rings      joined together in birthright
of moon and song
of cribs turned into castles and

simmering tv static    I can still hear it

 

II.

on the days we dissolved
more identical than we are

the olive-blood we share
pooled beneath my nailbuds

anchoring my fingertips

to thin layers of denim and dermis

and she couldn’t lift her own
fingertips to sign her name

 

III.

maybe they will bury us in the matching
blackthorn coffins I dreamt about
during her stay at Baptist

when she was little more than a
silhouette       still more than I wanted to be

a hearse or a haven?

 

IV. 

carrion-clouds doomed to circulate above
rotting hospital beds
pulled at my intestines

so I found solace in expelling all the bad things
flushing them away

V.

our language became one of byzantine
instinct
of places where necrosis waits
beyond to whisper away gray matter

half-planned memorials on all of our minds

 

VI. 

after lithium prayers after rorschach tests
after confessionals after grief
throbbing in our necks

her breath emerged from
where it was sleeping

and she held onto my hands
during the unhaunting
held still while zigzagging neurons
fired back into place

 

VII.

and we said hello     in our own language
no longer maligned and cruel
 
just there    just as it always
had been before.

 

 

Madison Zehmer © 2020