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Cover: The Ember by Lauri Burke
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Bedsheets
I don’t know if I want To change the bedsheets They became twisted into landscapes Blown calderas, which seem too volcanic So intimidating that you became convinced We were better off not sleeping You didn’t even linger to lie around the fire’s warmth longer than necessary And I pulled the magma carpet over me, just like we’d left it Wondering whether the hardest part was over Or flowing under me. That landscape forms the kind of staircase which Unwinds and trails down the sides of tenements In neighbourhoods which have no space between visits If I pull these blankets now Toss them into forts for children The sheets from last week’s washing Will smell like any man you’d find in supermarkets
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Drawn Passions
I could never draw her visage Fast as she drew life from that cigarette Just hold it like that, like an actress I said, your enjoyment should be ingenuous, motionless, just for this sitting But she couldn’t stop her life like that, not even for an instant She was too passionate, so that not even trails of smoke Could hide the contradictory pleasure she took, A kind of self-centered mystery How the flame gorged her lips so quickly Without also burning me, feverishly struggling to add and remove the ashen encumbrance Which made her dark pleasure sensuous
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She Left A Vacation Early
Your ticket should have been marketed As “2 for 1 and 1 for all” Because when you flew back, I was stranded Left on the beach, like I’d landed After following a tail you’d flicked then abandoned I wrapped my head with the earlobes of seashells Desperate for answers. The sea life too had left shelters unmanned Nothing left but the echoes of a sandblast’s etching When you dropped our time together, now frozen in glass I sleep in the hotel’s other bed Covered in a fine mix of crying And sand I collect as I’m turning things over in my head. The strangest thing is: You left a receipt, As if you hoped that I’d cancel. Knowing that when we meet again, At the house I bought for our wedding You, once again, will be the martyr, Given that for two more days I could have sailed the ocean.
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Repeat After Me
“I’m leaving you” the email read In that voice abusers usually hear automatically I can’t say I’d missed it It came back the next day And said something different Many times if I’d bothered to print it Which I didn’t because The letters take longer to forget If the light doesn’t catch it And whisk it onto the internet Where, luckily, it soon seems repetitive.
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A Nomad Looks At Fifty
I keep returning home, no matter where I’m travelling Maybe this is why people stay in the most expensive hotels in Paris The room’s too small, it always will be The way a zoo enclosure will never be expansive And still I stay in it, dissatisfied despite my expectations Thinking this is it, this is the answer Which makes all questions meaningless This hotel room with a table and a hotplate Must be the reason for contentment The way that nomadic tribes embraced sedentism And fought to defend gardens they hadn’t invented There’s no reason for their sentiment either Not even lions or housecats stay in the same place all season
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Dan Gallagher © 2020
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