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Cover: ‘Lots of Galaxies’ by JanK
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Where I Am
I can only pluck. What I can see. With some luck. I do the best I can.
This is where they put me. So this is where I am.
You’ve been in middle management for quite a while now. Why haven’t you moved up?
This is where they put me. So this is where I am.
What about that book? Remember that book you dreamed of writing. Have you been working on that?
This is where they put me. So this is where I am.
One of billions existing. On this planet. In this solar system. Next to a star. Just the right distance. A minuscule speck. In your galaxy. One of a hundred billion. Galaxies. With your evolved brain. Your frontal lobe and consciousness. What do you do for meaning?
I can only pluck. What I can see. With some luck. I do the best I can.
This is where they put me. So this is where I am.
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Finally Get Back
Ratcheting a reprieve. And when I finally get back to me. I must leave.
The time left for me. Is torn and ticketed. But, every so often. I can grasp a serendipitous slip. Permission, the confluence of circumstance has carved. I get to brush away. Some of the everyday debris in my path. A stop to start who I will be. A glistening clear moment. And then I’m transported back. Reality has the power to do that. Place you back. Liberal democracy stands the tallest. among the rouge few. We see and have seen the devastation of the others. When you reach a certain age. You are thrown in and shackled. To, responsibility, obligation. Economic survival.
Racketing a reprieve. And when, I finally get back to me. I must leave.
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Everybody Looks Like Somebody
Everybody looks like somebody. Everyone looks important. They seem to have a purpose. With each step. My life is like. A circus. I have to focus. But I forget.
A crisp crease in their slacks. And a shine coming from expensive shoes. Coifed hair, perfectly cut. Bending slightly with the ambitious ambulating. A phone to the ear. An important call. Strides of military precision. A perfect pace for the race. They seem to sail down the avenue.
And look at me. Sitting here watching the procession on my lunch break. I have mismatched socks. One blue and one brown. I don’t think anyone will notice. My job doesn’t require a presentation. I’m a little rumpled. I work in the back. The necessary work of the common person.
Everybody looks like somebody. Everyone looks important. They seem to have a purpose with each step. My life is like a circus. I need to focus. But I forget.
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